I FINALLY DID IT..

HEY.

for those of you who actually encouraged me to go ahead and tell her,guess what?i did.it took me so long to actually gather up the courage to tell her.sooo long.until my cousin told me to stop being so selfish and to put myself in her shoes.so,yesterday,i called her.at first,all i did was beat around the bush,but then,something tells me to just say it.i told her how sorry i was for always taking her for granted.for not realizing she has always been giving me her best.and,know what she said?she said, "thank you."..that two words made me realize how sometimes what we've been looking for is actually right beside or just infront of our eyes..but she did say something else that made me feel utterly guilty and at the same time,strive to be a better friend for her from now on.she said,"just so you know,i've always treated you like a bestfriend,but i guess,you just didn't see it before.."..and i just cried.wow.this is the first time i see friendship in a totally different light.i was so caught up with what i couldn't see,that i neglect this gem of a friend.they say,behind every disaster is a blessing in disguise,i guess,if i hadn't failed my o'level,i wouldn't have realized that i've been neglecting someone so special.someone who's always there for me.

i want to thank you guys for encouraging me to just go and tell her.it means a lot to know that i still have people supporting my back all this while.thank you.something good might come out of this,but if nothing does,and i just remain friends with her,atleast,i won't live life wondering if it was all too late.and atleast i manage to tell her how much she mean to me,right?thank you,gals, for encouraging me to go ahead.*hugs all around*

-yati-