yes, persevere!

whenever i tell my friends about the CCA i am in in poly
* which is dragonboat :) *

everyone will go, " SIAO EH! "

yes, for once, i thought i was insane to have joined a sport that is is so much of a committment and challenage because of the tough physical training
*well, at least for me, someone who left all my athletic genes in my mummy's womb when i was born*
and risk getting 'toasted' and having muscular and unfeminine arms at the end of the day.

i joined dragonboat for fun in the first place.
because i want to try something different.
( that's the reason why i gave up rock climbing!! sad! )

after several training, i wanted to stay because i want to try and prove myself wrong that i can run, do proper sit up, push up if i persevere, try and practice.
*sports is so not my cake of tea, for goodness sake i suck at sports*

its not easy when people there are athletics, able-built and grouchy.
because some of them gossips and laugh at you if you are 'weak'
WHATEVER.

but i realised, why bother about how other people think about you?

i have only myself to overcome.
and i run not for them,
but for my own sake.

perhaps this is something i am weak in.
but at least i bother to try
((:
and im still trying ((:

i make myself run at least twice week,
climb the stairs if im not rushing for time,
walk instead of taking the bus,
learn to manage my time between 3 cca,family, friends and school work
and many more.

and now i enjoyed rowing!!

its mind over body
((:

so, JIAYOU bah!!